Creation and Identity

Their labels and opinions had classified her as average and simple, as one without power, without much of a future. If they were able to declare the identity of a creation of God, a creation that was thousands of miles away, a creation that would never be seen by the naked human eye; who was she to stand up for her identity in their society? Then she saw the beauty of the celestial creation, of the serenity it beheld; she was able to see her identity not in them, or by them, but in Him. She knew that they would tear down her foundation, or at least try, just like they tried with the creation's purpose and identity. However, it was by grace and love, that her foundation was never built by them, or on them, but on Him who gave it all. <3 When my world is shaken, my hope, faith and future is in Him! <3

no matter

no matter what, i promise to love you
no matter how much time i have with you, i promise to make those count and love each and every moment
no matter how you feel, i will feel the same..
i will be constant in your world of inconstancy..

no matter of what others say, i will hold on to whats in my heart..
no matter the amount of time that passes, i promise i will upon you kindly..

no matter what, i will love you

Sweet Release

This poem is called Vent.. 

from the bottom of my heart... YOU ERK MY SOUL...

from the depths of my soul... YOU TEAR ME TO PIECES..

i can not go without passing your name, your face, your eyes.. today, i could not tear myself away from someone that looked like you..

and yet, i do not exist to you.. do i?

and it hurts, and it sucks that we don't have that connection anymore...

i feel like im going inside out.. what is wrong with me..

didn't i ask for your removal? and peace.......

this is torment...i find no peace.. anywhere... once i forget.. my dreams make me remember and relive.. relive moments that never transpired.. but are saturated with the same emotions...

and the thing is.. i think i hate you... hate your face.. your voice.. your smile... your laugh.. your eyes... HATE YOU...

hate that you don't care.. hate that i do... hate that i cant let our friendship go... hate that i cant be good enough... hate how small i feel...

confusion and embarrassment is all that i am left with...

I love blogging so much, I created another one!! :)

Since, I already have a blog for my say whaatt??!?  moments, I wanted to make one for my stories (or story ideas) and my awesome awesome poems. :) Let's see how this turns out.

This is a poem I found on my laptop, I wrote a while ago.

It's entitled: Invisible.

I am the girl that no one sees, the one that you just pass by.

I am not the one that caught your eye.

I am the girl that everyone loves, the one that everyone wants to be.

I am the girl you choose, so let me be.

I am alone and quiet; I don’t quite know how to talk to you.

But you seem to know all the words, just what can’t you do?

I am always surrounded, yet always with my own thoughts.

It’s cold inside, though the sun is blazing.

I am the one that speaks her mind, yet no one listens.

I am the one that gets left out.

                I am the one that they pick because of looks, not of what’s inside.

                I am the one that dies slowly inside.